sometimes when things get rough i think to myself why don't i just end it tonight?? its so simple. just a little slit in the wrist and its all good, right? but i cant.. i get to thinking about the more important things in life.. like family and school and all my friends.. but what if i don't have any of that?? then would it be so easy to just off myself?? i think it would..

but then again we all think differently.. ha ha but anyways we only have 3 full days of school left YAY i cant wait for the summer ha ha i already have a job and now i just need to work on getting a car!! tough stuff but i'll get it. i already need to apply for a scholarship for the college i wanna go to. it's the art institute in denver colorado! i am going to get a degree in photography and creative writing. I am really nervous! i have never been to colorado.. so it will be a new experience for me and it's kinda scary!!!